Monday, April 27th, 2009
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2:06 pm - update
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its definatly been a few months since ive been on this thing.
today was the last day of my freshman year. my grades ended up being really good and i actually ended up enjoying life down here alot more.
Lauren is the best friend i could have ever asked for. shits kinda on the rocks with some ppl back home - i guess distance really does tear ppl apart.. Brian and i are still wonderful, not to say we have gone without our bumbs - but we overcame them.
im headed hom in a few hours and going to VCC for summer school for calc 2 and chem.
job is going well with PR and modeling - good money and easy lol.
family - mom is prob borderline but w/e. and i miss daddy and brother lol.
car - POS falling apart alot haha
ut hell its summer baby!!! party time
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Monday, December 1st, 2008
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12:25 pm
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Friends
sara and laura have been sticking with me through absolutly everything. lauren and i have become extremly close and she is the only person i can seem to trust down here.
Boy
im in love with brian. it scares the shit outta me. we r still wrapped up in a confusing mess. he is starting to feen for pills and is getting himself wrapped up way to much. it scares the shit outta me and i have no clue what i can do.
family
massacre. mom and dad r pretty much talking slim to none. we went up to pensacola and my dad wanted to go insane. my brother has this fucking attitude to him now and idk how my mom is handling and i think she is crazy.
roommate
alysa is moving out after finals. im going to come back and be completly alone. by the end of the year, all my friends will have graduated and i will offically be here, alone.
future
i have absolutly no clue what i wanna do anymore or what i want to study. my grades are good in the classes im taking but i have no clue what classes i should take. where i should go, if i should stay here, what i should do. im on the verge of a breakdown =[
'save yourself at any cost'
xoxo
me
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Saturday, August 9th, 2008
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4:37 pm
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i move for school the 22 - im nervous and excited.
meanwhile my heart is completly broken nd ive been fucked over far to much - i cant take anymore. sso i dont think ill be dating for a bit
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Sunday, July 20th, 2008
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4:27 pm - hmm
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i think i offically hate mark.
and TJ - seriously WTF
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Saturday, June 21st, 2008
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5:35 pm - summer 08
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so im graduated, single, nervous, scared, estatic, and growing up.
my goal : be happy at all costs
latly i've spent our nights out at cellar, at erik and semi's, dinners and movies with my girls or a night out with one of my "lil' boys" lol
i cant believe how confused i am when it comes to my love life its ridiculous.
i ended things with mark thinking that it was the smart thing to do. i do miss him, we do still talk and he does still want me back. but then theres brian and hes super cute and makes me really happy but hes also tj's best friend so that just complicates things on so many levels so i really dont know what to do besides to not rush things and just make my self happy
i move in august for another new adventure.
we'll see.
cross my fingers, real life - real world
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Saturday, March 29th, 2008
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10:14 am - no one posts anymore...
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So i will be going to Saint Leo university - a private catholic school -who woulda thought. They have offered me 10 grand in scholarships to attend their honors program. then plus bright futures. So that should be fun;; the campus is AMAZING!
My boyfriend and I are doing really well. we are a little over ten months and I am very excited for prom to come up in under two weeks :)
Alyssa will be down tuesday so i'm spending the day with her, that should be good.
& last night i was invited to an exclusive fashion show with VIP in st.augustine. It was so much fun. AND their was an open bar! totally awesome and hilarious to see a buncha drunk adults dance.
It was pretty fun. and the agency that was throwing it asked if they could book an appointment with me BUT i'm not o sure I want to do runway ?! havent decided, so i guess we can just wait and see.
life is going really good, friends are a little funky but i love 'em. & I will FINALLY have an I.d. (the funny part is that my mom was encouraging me to get one lol)
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
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8:42 pm
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i can't wait til valentine's day! :)
then the day that follows.... UF admissions... we all find out! cant wait <3
loving life, slowly changing
new years resolution: regain my muscles, drink more water, become healthier.
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Thursday, December 20th, 2007
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5:03 pm
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so have i ever mentioned how fucked up my mother is!
i tryed to keep it cool but her and my opinions DO NOT mix. i ended up balling m eyes out til i passed out last night. xcore suckd!
but xmas is soon and boyfriend gets home tomorrow. yay! so were gonna go o a big romantic dinner at city walk and see a movie :D
got in touch w/ ryan "BOYFRAN!" hynes lol (yearbookness) and he is gonna come visit me tomorrow :)
and christmas break has offically started yippee!
<3
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Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
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5:00 pm - random
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damn so i have realized that everyone has up and STOPped updated, and yea i admit i am one of them
but i must say that my senior year is going by overly fast.
classed are hard as hell but i am managing As except a high C in my calculus class but thats aloud i guess lol.
i haven't been going ot much, just been focusing on MYSElF for once in my life..
Sarah and i have reunited as well as jill and i which made me happy.
I have grown out of the party scene and am actually glad. im happy!
My boyfriend and I will of been together 7 months on christmas, and i have never been happier or given more to one person in my life, I LOVE HIM :]
I got accepted in to every school that I applied to. now i just wanna hear back from my dream school
GO GATORS!
and all shall be set :]
my grandparents come in the 19th and on the 30th we are going THIRD row to the blue man group.
for daddy's 50th! and krause is getting us back stage passes and my dad called on stage HOW AWESOME lol
and new years = BON FIRE at Andy's just like old times. i cant wait. everyone will be home from work (marines) and brandon will be home from calli before he heads off to IRAQ :)
and not to mention gaby is getting married in JUNE :)
everything is coming together and i cant wait to graduate and get on with my life :)
happy holidays
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Saturday, October 6th, 2007
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3:44 pm - update
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wow it has definatly been awhile since i have updated.
i am taking a break from dance
and been chillin with semi and justin 'aka "justin babby"'
boyfriend and i are still going strong almost 5 months.
and last weekend i, laura and our BFs got to go and stay in melbourne with elaine and we def partied.
it was amazing and very relaxing
but yea, im stickin it through school.
classes r rather difficult but it happens.
and homecomming is comming up. wooo
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Saturday, August 25th, 2007
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4:12 pm
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damn three months and counting.
who woulda thought <3
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Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
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11:19 pm
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today we went down to 16th street with the WHOLLLEEE group.
it twas fun got a lil burned lil tan.
boyfrann starts work tomorrow.
shall be exciting.
nd interesting night... boys from britain hahah
<333 my BFFFFs and poker hah beers a plus toooo
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Sunday, August 5th, 2007
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2:43 pm - lust or love... you decide?!
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lust and love.
two major issues that we have ALL been impacted by.
the mixture is amazing.
but what happens if they are separate.
the two collide.
&& what do you choose...
LUST or LOVE
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Monday, July 30th, 2007
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3:37 pm - HOME SWEET HOME
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so i've been in arizona, prob will be one of my last trips.
i am staying with alyssa, we needed it we have def grown closer then ever.
the first couple of days i was here i just met here best frann eron, i love her shes def a sweetheart and way fun.
then met tommy and anthony and michael, tommy in liek a moses. only i like him a lil better lol.
then saturday i saw grandma diane - made me happy alot
but yea, then yesturday i finally got to just drive around MY HOME MY side of town, i took bunches of pictures. visited my house the park the water and ice, my old "building"
lyssa and i retook pictures by the garden lakes fountain. just like 3 years ago.
we met up with miss sharon for lunch then got to see mr. adam garica and damn did he get hottt hah. he treated me to starbucks like he did my last day in town, it made me really happy just to bond again.
then we went up to chipotle to meet up with jessica and scott (thats our old "place") and it turns out SHES HAVING A BABY!!! :) i was soo happy for her.
then we just drove around some more, i was sooo happy just to be there. and i got to see my original lil brother aka. tras old best frann nick.
he grew up and turned into a lil emo kid hah.
and then we drove out to meet up with my old BEST friend andrew out at arrowhead.
we only got about thirty minutes ago of none stop conversation.
and i was almost brought to tears as was he as we are both moving on to a new chapter in our lives.
we said our goodbyes and i have never felt the feeling of not ever wanting to let go.
as it may be the last time ill see him in a very long time, he is moving to chicago friday =/
but on top of everything else my mom broke a few more promises to me once again. cuz she doesnt even have time to pick up the fucking phone for her daughter any more. after i constantly text her and call her all day after she promised she would call me but i guess nowadays thats far to much to ask. so that brought me down a tad towards the end of the day. =/ but i guess thats life and it happens eh?!
but today i got my soy ice cream and we all went swimmin and have the house to ourselves.
it really enjoyable.
and i have to leave tomorrow. ...
i am happy yet really scared and anxious and sad all at the same time to have to go back to my own personalized hell hole lol.
<333
pictures posted later
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Wednesday, July 18th, 2007
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2:45 pm
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we all went down to the beach for kait's birthday.
mar, rabbit, laura, lucus, and keefer, and kait.
it was a blast.
got a lil rainy but then there were a million surfers everywhere.
it was yummy.
so old emotions suck, i hate that no matter how much i know its wrong i keep wanting IT more and more. love LUST. ugh
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Thursday, July 12th, 2007
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1:38 pm
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so i am actually friends with mo and justin again.
its wierd.
justin kinda disappeared these past few days tho :(
boyfriend is gonna be working all the time now. =/
its different.
been pretty busy and going back to dnce tomorrow night.
i need it.
ps i am glad i am not drunk all the time haha. i actually get to enjoy my life :)
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Saturday, June 30th, 2007
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12:47 am
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mark leaves tomorrow for his vacation.
he'll be gone for ten days, ill miss him.
things are looking up.
back in the loop && i miss candy...... haha
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Sunday, June 24th, 2007
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1:23 pm - :]
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so last night was mitch and andy's going away party.
went talked to ash and thier moms.
Mark had got me two huge rockstars so i was the "DD"
it was cool for the most part.
ODD BUT i met jessi. and had an actual conversation with Vince.
it was interesting and i always thought it would kill me to meet jessi.
but it didnt bother me whatsoever.
last night was def amazing//scary//interesting.
a night of firsts.
<3333333333
life is amazing alot.
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Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
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1:29 am - love
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everyonce and awhile you run across that girl,
the one who is completly against the word "love"
she doesnt believe it can happen at such a young age,
like in high school?
she can't take it when everyone around her tosses that word around like nothing.
when they fall for EVERY guy.
wellll once upon a time that girl was ME
then one day she found this boy.
PERFECT in every way.
and it happened...
she fell.
she finally feels that weakness.
heart stopping, scary, pain.
yet the best feeling to ever come across.
mark and i said "i love you" tonight
under the stars.
my heart has never melted so fast.
&& shed so many tears of joy...
choose to belive it or not is your decision.
i just know my heart.
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Saturday, June 9th, 2007
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12:56 am - meet the parents
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so mark came over met mom and sharon.
played bingo hah. had some laughs.
she loves him.
yay! ima happy camper.
=]
happy 18th baby!!! can't wait for tonight
(welltomorrownightkayslashSATURDAYlol)
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